September 20th 2009

The Silence Of Another

Oh, that silence! That which so intensifies my pain.
Silence drives me to search for a voice that brings comforting reassurance and understanding to a heart that cannot speak. A voice of one who knows the pain of too much love and too much brokenness. A voice of one who understands the human heart with all its potential for light and darkness. This voice I listen for will speak like a slow in-coming wave, with its powerful and majestic thunder-like peace.

It will say:

Speak and withhold nothing.
Speak clearly of that which lies so heavy upon your heart.
Speak, and I will listen, intently and thoughtfully.

Do not hold back, but speak – you who are like a broken arrow,
that you may once again pierce through the impossible.
That you may fly with precision and purpose through that infinite distance
for which you have been created.
Speak, though your chin may quiver as the forces are loosened and the dams are broken.
Speak, oh broken arrow, that you may land in that which has found its purpose in you.

Oh, let that deep wound heal now!
Let your weeping voice pour out;
Let each drop of those tears fill the hollow spaces that your wound has brought to light. May those spaces feel the warmth of your tears
As they penetrate through the driest barriers,
And let its salt become as a healing ointment, filling all empty spaces with understanding and love.

Speak!

Withhold not your deepest of thoughts.
For if you withhold even one thought,
it awaits again, in a silent reservoir
Filling it with your tears as your heart weeps once more,
For it has no place to go but deeper within you,
Making still deeper and wider those empty spaces.

Speak therefore!
Find your long-awaited peace!
Speak now.

~Viola M. Jaynes
March 2008




February 3rd 2009

Rare Encounters


Photograph by: Sandy Carlson

Quite suddenly there comes a time
When someone enters our life
Who so changes all that we are.
They invade our mind, our thoughts;
They find a direct path,
Piercing with such precision
Into the very center of us.

It is frightening
As the heart throbs with such passion.
Frightening,
As the mind races with unending longing.
Maddening, so maddening
As all else fades into a distant backdrop,
Leaving one utterly dumbfounded with confusion.

Such encounters are never forgotten.
Their presence etches a mark
Deep into our weeping hearts.
Perhaps with a cry, pleading to flee as far as possible,
Or, perhaps our tears long to heal its bitter parting;
For surely this rare encounter fades into a foggy distance
Never to be embraced again.

Viola Jaynes
Feb. 2009




September 21st 2008

Ike Brought Us Together

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others. ~Mohandas Gandhi

My heart goes out to all those who have lost so much and are now trying to put the pieces of their lives back together following Hurricane Ike. We now have our power back, but many in the greater Houston area and Galveston, as well as its surrounding areas, still do not. Only now have we been able to really see the devastation caused by Ike.

I live in The Woodlands, Texas, which is about 75 miles north of Galveston. Hurricane Ike did quite a bit of damage in our area even though we are more inland. Our house was not hit by a tree, which was a major concern since we have four large trees in our back yard of which two are huge Pine trees. We also have a large Sweet Gum tree in our front yard which gave me some concern since it is only a few feet from our house. The only thing we lost was our back fence, and some minor damage to our side garden. Neither of which will be difficult to remedy.

We had neighbors that lost so much. One house had five trees that fell on top of it, and the house is beyond repair. Another house, where a woman and daughter decided to sleep in a front room to be more safe, had a tree fall directly into that room. Neither were hurt, but the shock must have been enormous. Trees came down on boats and vehicles. One neighbor just finished remodeling her kitchen when a huge tree fell through the roof and damaged both the kitchen and living room. We saw one house after another damaged, and realized that so many homes were hit with these enormous trees we have in our area. Nature has shown her strength to us, and I am deeply humbled by it.

I was immensely touched and impressed that so many people were in high spirits following the storm. Everyone, including the ones who lost so much, were thankful for their lives and the lives of their loved ones. I saw one sign that read, “Landscaped by Ike,” and another sign that humorously read, “Yard of the Month.” I smiled when I read them because I realized that people somehow kept their sense of humor in the midst of all the destruction and tears. I spoke with many of my neighbors, and most were thankful because they knew it could have been so much worse. Some were not so fortunate. The pain of losing a life is immense. The pain of many who lost literally everything they own is devastating. This will take time to heal and, it will take time to restore things to normal once again.

For years as we walked through the neighborhood streets, I would comment to my husband that I could never understand where all the people are. No one ever was outside. We rarely ever saw people walking along the streets or working in their yards. The shades were always pulled down, and even those who were homemakers or home-schooled their children were nowhere to be seen. This hurricane, as deadly as it was, changed some of that. Our streets and neighborhood came together as we helped each other out. After living in this neighborhood for eleven years, and our current street for six years, I have come to better know our neighbors for the first time. My husband jokingly commented seeing some neighbors down the street for the very first time ever! I realized once again that our post-modern society has truly lost so much. Consumerism has stolen our souls and our connection to each other. I can only pray that the friendships that have been formed and the comradeship that has been fostered among people working together following this hurricane will grow into lasting relationships. My heart is filled with gratitude to have seen the hearts of people as they worked alongside one another, and lifted each other up.

Please pray for all those that need our prayers. Be generous with your prayers since there are many needs to be addressed.

“If you elevate the world around you, then you elevate yourself.” ~Sigmund, Carl and Alfred

Thank you to all my blogger friends whom I have come to cherish, and thank you to all our other friends and family that have prayed for us. I am thankful for each one of you!




August 19th 2008

In Memory Of Beauregard

Until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened. ~Anatole France


Photograph by K. Alan Lewis

Kal, one of my cyberfriends, just lost his dear dog of nine years. Beau had prostate cancer which, when discovered, had already spread through much of his body. Kal loved his friend too much to allow him to suffer with pain any more than he already had. Therefore, he made the very painful decision to put him to sleep. Kal’s heart is hurting right now. He will miss his friend terribly. Please remember him in your thoughts and prayers. Anyone that is a pet owner knows how much a part of our lives these animals can be.

I was always so moved when Kal wrote about his four-legged child and friend on his site. It was clear just how much they meant to each other. I am glad that Beau had such a good home, such a loving parent to love him and care for him. My thoughts and love are with Kal and Beau as I dedicate this poem to them both.

Man’s Best Friend

Animals! Oh what friends -
if we want them to be;
touched by their innocence -
we are forever changed.
It is a gift indescribable,
so precious, and unforgettable
as they quietly see into our hearts
and somehow understand.

Spoken words of exchange
are impossible, they say -
between man and this lovely
wide-eyed creature.
Yet, love’s language is always present -
if we just listen…
of acceptance and devotion
they so generously give away.

A best friend,
a faithful consoler,
and a true companion -
is the presence of such a comforting
and trusted friend.
Mysteriously, such pure love is possible
between them and us -
for when tears are shed at their loss -
we grasp this truth again.

Lovingly dedicated to Alan and Beau in memory of Beau’s happy life on this earth.

~Viola Jaynes
August 19, 2008




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